The other is polygon. I... dont even know what to say. I never felt as emotionally close with anyone else as I did with it, not even close.
As I started writing this post I just started crying again. Not as intensely as the day as I tabbed back into my messenger tab where a friend (depressingly, the same that informed me about Eris' passing before going to that movie) informed me about its death. I broke down crying immediately, even though the last time we interacted was Eris funeral.
Honestly, I really don't know what to say. I never loved anyone as much as I loved it, and I realized that way too late. I mostly just broke down crying later toward the end of our relationship.
A few months later, in january, we randomly texted and it decided to come visit me. We both wondered whether that's a good idea, what the feelings situation between us is and then it arrived. Up at the bridge thing at hamburg central station, on the other side from the McDonalds, we fell into eachothers arms and just hugged for almost a minute. Then we tried to figure out how to get some stuff it needed and get to my place. But yep, we still loved eachother. And a day later our relationship was unstable as ever.
And yet I miss it so, so, so fucking much.
I dont know what to talk about because there's so much. I could keep talkin for hours, fill countless posts far beyond the character limit.
On the 26th of June 2025, it endet its life. A few days later I was informed, along with the rest of the world and just. broke.
I do not have the capacity to say much more, so just have some pictures of one of the most wonderful entities I've ever known (some with me, some random excerpts of our time together. read the alt texts, please).
Here's poly's "official" memorial site: https://farewell-polygon.carrd.co
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